me and my friends were thinking to join the next cosplay we are available to go,,
but im kinda shy dressing up and fixing make-up all over my face hahahah!!!
Either way i wholeheartedly wanna cosplay something~
~still theres the problem about finding good looking-good quality costumes like kipi...
i dont want to cosplay anything if the costume is not worth praising at...do i sound like a perfectionist?~heheheheh!
whaaaa!!!~TODAY IS THE SCHEDULED COSPLAY MANIA '09!!!~i was supposed to attend it today,,earlier this week i said to my parents that there will be a cosplay event at megamall megatradehall A & B JOINED-FORCES!~its gonna be HUGE im sure of it cause last time we went to cosplays they only held it on one megatrade hall either A,B,C.........etc.
y'know what they said?....
DAD: cosplay?~when? this upcoming sunday?...ahhh...i have work on that day...let's just SKIP that cosplay,,afterall don't you get tired going to events like that?...(innermind-answer: NO!)...i mean...they do all the same thing ev'ry time we go there,,there's nothing new~(innermind: WHAAATT?!~NO!~DID HE MEAN THAT IM NOT GOING?!~but he LAST promised to go with me to the next copslay event LAST time i told him that there was LAST month!~hmm...IT'S UNCONSTITUTIONAL!!!) ...maybe next time nalang...haaa anak~
ME: you have work on sunday?!~hmmm(aggitated)...its ok(best answer)...i understand that you have work...theres nothing that could be done...but~but~~~ bbuut~they're going to held it on 2 MEGATRADE HALLS COMBINED!!!~hmmmm...
DAD: sorry anak,,maybe try to ask your mom if she could come with you...
i do have a bad feeling about what he said...i know theres a little chance mom would respect my only wish requested. ~then a list of home made excuses popped out of my imagination that mom CAN say... ~im sick,,its a waste of time,,its a waste of money,,i can't...i have to go to somewhere...,,its raining,,do your homework,,study,,just rest...and i forgot etc....etc....etc.....huhuhuuhuhhu~
any how...i hoped she will go with me,, still asked her though...so her answer is after all my hard-planned reasoning to counter her excuses...she said: ive got an operation on saturday!~im not going out with a bandage on my forehead! WHAAAAAA!!!~NO!!!~WHHHYYYY!!!???~what did i do wrong!...... study,,study,,study!!!~im always studying!~i have a high grade and i thank God for being with me through it all,,those sleepless nights because of exams and projects,,all work.....i don't regret those things,,i do my activities with my endurance and health lastly i strive to be a better friend to my priceless peers...i admit this is a good routine to train me~
but its exceeding the limit~!work,,work,,work!~they demand work from a student without play!~honestly this is really my rest and leisure time...where did all the saturday and sunday rest go???~to activities,,to those good for nothing reports blahh blahh blahh...that doesn't give much grade~i always do the effort for time-consuming props...im not saying that i don't wanna do them...im just saying that IT'S NOT BALANCED...they demand too much,,which in return eats up our youth...
hmmm...long stry short...i still wasn't able to go to my precious COPSLAY!!!