whaaaa!!!~FINALLY!!!...tadaimahhh!~nyahhh~~~
hehehehe,,whoaaa i forgot how to post exactly since i last came here...AMBIANCE TOLL~~~
speaking of being able to be on cyberspace again~i feel like being attacked by guilt!!!
hmmm...i haven't got time to check and maintain my friendster account...ahh...and to comment back to my long distance friends...nee and and... fix my layout!....ohhh nooo my about me and my media are all messed up!!!
i'll relate it back here...dont know how to keep up the management of my priorities,, i blame excessive homework...
YOSH~serious talk~y'know the feeling when one morning you wake up and think about how your day will turn out,,, instead of being excited for school...its like an instant energy-drainer hits you~
even my friends can't give me the full satisfaction i didn't forget to DREAD before!
for the first time im hopelessly bored "without-the-console-of-my-friends-comforting-and-making-me happy-later-during-classes-effect" in attending school...
well can anyone help me with this problem???...maybe some inspirational words,,thoughtful advice,,friendly experiences...most importantly DONT COMMENT UNHELPFUL STUFF...arigatou~(that is if y'all would like to comment of course)
i cant further explain this sort of boredom...but i can tell the effect its causing:
~i cant study well...
~i get sleepy in the schoolbus
~im out of energy when i arrive at school
~im not anticipating anything good when classes start
~im dead serious than usual
~i can't think of any good topics when talking with my friends
~im always down when i do anything
~i cant read properly or review what i like
~i think about what boring event will happen next
~i cant give my overall best in highschool life
~and when i go home i dont feel like doing any homeworks( but hey~i always end up doing them...can't resist grades~heheheheh!)
so does my leisure time...i cant believe that im bored of tampering my PC...
i wish this problem would go away soon~and get my life back!
what's life for me: anime,,loving God,,playing PC games,,listening to jk-songs,,drawing what i like,,doing CG,,discovering new anime shows,,posting blogs,,commenting on friendster(the best!),,EATING delicious desserts,,SLEEPING(as a hobby),,singing,,playing with animals(housepets),,spend some quality time with my best buds,,miantain friendship out of my section,,help others(no man is an island heheheh),,STUDY(we all need education) and balance my priorities~most of all ANIME!!!
LUCKY STAR~ never actually thought of watching this kind of genre in anime,,just reading its info in *NIJI*PEDIA made me thinking its not worthwhile taking a peek,,after all its an anime with no definite story line...
then it all changed last night,,i stumbled across a lucky star pic while researching on logos for stitches...i immediately went to youtube to see the reason others liked about it so much~
NOW I KNOW THE TRUTH...hahahahah!!!~
me and my friends were thinking to join the next cosplay we are available to go,,
but im kinda shy dressing up and fixing make-up all over my face hahahah!!!
Either way i wholeheartedly wanna cosplay something~
~still theres the problem about finding good looking-good quality costumes like kipi...
i dont want to cosplay anything if the costume is not worth praising at...do i sound like a perfectionist?~heheheheh!
